Ashamed...

The truth has just come out on Channel 5. I feel so ashamed that the public had to find out this way. I understand that I do not deserve Jane, because of the bigamy that I have committed, but I love her dearly, and she is the only one for me. Bertha was my wife once, but she became ill soon after I married her. I could not bear to see her struggle out in the world by herself, so I kept her with me, safe in Thornfield hall. It was never a marriage to begin with. I am sorry to all of the people that I have betrayed or disappointed, but I cannot stand to write any more.